Here I am in Chicago. I've finally made it. I've been dreaming of living in a big city my whole life, and now here I am. Granted, I'm not like, in the downtown area or anything, but I am here.
I'm studying to become a violinist. If only it weren't so complicated. I feel like music has given me this discontentment with life, I feel like its the reason for my depression. Yet I feel like it gives me wonderful opportunities, and my true calling in life. I guess whatever one is called to in life will bring trials and tribulations. I know I couldn't be doing this [music] if I didn't have God guiding me and drawing me closer to Him.
What I'm feeling isn't coming out well. I don't know what to write, yet I write.
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